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    Saturday, May 5th, 2007
    Saturday
    May 5th, 2007
    MY PROM DATE IS SO CUTE!!!!!!
    I'm really happy, I just want everyone else to be too
    my sister needs to dump tyler, and bring Cameo to prom
    and I love Ailine, she needs a good boy.
    :) :) :)















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    Monday, April 23rd, 2007
    Monday
    April 23rd, 2007
    im getting sick of everyone, so quickly
    im glad to be leaving in august, i need a break
    from all this bullshit, and bitches

    well, i don't care anymore
    i hate mandy fighting with tyler
    people are two-faced so badly lately

    this hasn't been the best week
    i want winter to come out here,
    33 days left of school, THANK GOD
    peace
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    Wednesday, April 4th, 2007
    Wednesday
    April 4th, 2007
    well, my life might be ruined. SWEET
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    Sunday, February 25th, 2007
    Sunday
    February 25th, 2007
    Wouldn’t you like to be free in some other way, In your own way for example: not everyone else’s way


    "Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections. The only way to find true happiness is to risk being completely cut open." -Chuck Palahniuk
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    Sunday, February 18th, 2007
    Sunday
    February 18th, 2007
    "there are times when even the best of us have trouble with commitment, and we may be surprised by the commitments we are willing to let slip out of our grasps. We may surprise ourselves by the commitments we are willing to make. True commitment takes effort and sacrifice which is why sometimes we have to learn the hard way, to choose our commitments carefully." - brinny


    it's so true.


    oh&fuck louis.
    1 drive_the_hearse
    Wednesday, February 14th, 2007
    Wednesday
    February 14th, 2007
    valentines day is good this year :), i love addison
    and i love mine, vals, and addison's and eric's double dates
    i love you michelle, im not getting along with my sister

    i want to see sarah, and farria, renae, and christine
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    Tuesday, February 6th, 2007
    Tuesday
    February 6th, 2007
    this has been a long 2 weeks, i don' understand why michelle doesn't talk to me anymore, nor have i tried talking to her, i guess things have a way of showing themselves, im not sure what that meens


    i miss val&chelle alot though


    schoool is dumb, im over it

    i have made mistakes,, and me and addison are together, 10 months, 11 months this month :)

    im really happy, ah i love him so much, my besfriend

    i hate when my sister acts llike she knows him better than i do, it's annoying, like its her boyfriend, but she's fucking with aaron's mind, and i don' wan her to anymore, i feel bad for him.
    tyler guh

    mandy's talking shit right now to kelly about all of mandy's friends, COOL.




    i need some friends that stick around, like, addison, and val,


    i need sarah and farria in my life again
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    Monday, January 1st, 2007
    Monday
    January 1st, 2007
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    Tuesday, November 14th, 2006
    Tuesday
    November 14th, 2006
    MY RRGL, we're always ganna be friends, we're not just friends actually, we're the family everyone dreams about, the girls, taht are family, that turned into sisters, the friends that every girl wants, to have the friends to back them up, and be there when they turn around and neeed someone to cry with, we dont just sit there and see eachother cry, we cry for eachother, we're like one big body, makeing up chelle, val, bri and mandy, we're eachother put together, you guys came in my life at the perfect time, just intime to shape and grow together, our life changing experience, we were ment to be friends, and we are, we're family, and i love you forever.

    YOU'RE THE BEST FUCKING THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPEND TO ME.
    rrgl forever,




    they keep me strong, in the times i need it most, when my mind isn't quite made up and i dont know what to say, i dont speak, they just can tell how i feel.

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    Wednesday, November 8th, 2006
    Wednesday
    November 8th, 2006
    my life is good,people keep talking
    im trying to not let it bug me.even though it's one of my old really close friends
    i just wish i could work on being bitchy, while i want to not be bugged by fake girls.
    i have the best boyfriend ever, my bestfriend
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    Tuesday, September 19th, 2006
    Tuesday
    September 19th, 2006
    me&val are friends again, i got my bestfriend back (: it's just going to take some time. we'll never be the same.
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    Friday, September 15th, 2006
    Friday
    September 15th, 2006


    sal, and my bta girls.
    it really sucks school is in, because i dont get to see farria or sarah as much as i would like, 
    i miss summer, but 
    bta, and addison, made it the best summer ever.

    plus everyone i met, saw, got to know more over the summer (:
    i miss it, i love you.


    scary, i am gnana fill out aplications for the college i want to go to, or am being forced.
    dont ask, my grandpa is weird.

    and im glad me and val, arn't fighting, just....not friends.



    life is perfect
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    Monday, August 28th, 2006
    Monday
    August 28th, 2006
    5 months, (:       when I'm with you, I can be myself.


    so this is how it feels to be alive

    sarah & farria, are my love baby's.
    sarah is busy alot lately, it makes me sad, and her dad isn't helping.
    farria is just there, for me, whenever i need her, and i thank her for that
    im here for the 2 of you, whenever you need me. I'm always here.
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    Wednesday, August 23rd, 2006
    Wednesday
    August 23rd, 2006


    butterflies, bestfriend, warm and fuzzy feelings. (: 

    " i get that feeling like crying,  and when i talk to you like this :] it makes me so happy i just wanna go crazy,  i wanna grow old with you , lay in bed with you and just talk and cuddle for hours, I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING GOD DAMN MUCH , you own my fucking heart " 


    I LOVE HIM SO MUCH, you have no idea, (: he is my bestfriend, he sticks around. almost 5 months  im excitedd.



    mandy, farria, sarah
    the 4 of us, stuck together
    bestfriends (:

    i cry about it, dont talk to me about it. 
    "my eyes tell secrets, my lips will never tell" 
    take it back, for mee.
    it hurts.

    or however that quote goes.

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    Wednesday, August 16th, 2006
    Wednesday
    August 16th, 2006
    so , school starts on Monday, and none of my close friends are going to be there, well brett will alteast be there but I have never hungout with him at school.

    I have been crying alot because my little brothers are suppost to be leaving on Friday at 5, yea I get so attahced to them, and then they have to leave or I do, talk about a heartbreak. Atleast I know they love me, and I love them. Trace kissed me today (:

    we went to the beach for the bonfire, and my grandpa met addison, he was quite rude to him, and my grandpa made me cry earlier before we picked addison up because he told me that he didn't care for addison and he didn't want to meet him, cause he wasn't a christian, when realy my grandpa knows NOTHING about him, I have only said his name around paps and he is a christian so my dumb ass grandpa can shoot himself in the head. 

    I love how he's going to go to Florida with me next year when I go to college.


    I'm going to soak city tomorow, with my most favorite people in the world, minus ron and nik and karen and nicole and my mom and mj
    mandy, farria, addison, farria, own my heart, and it's going to stay that way
    I cant breathe without there oxygen

    and im noticing, that some of my old friends, are complete fucked up and backstabbers, that need to not have a damn ego and get over themselves before someone beats the living shit out of them.


    sarah crashed into our car, and she was crying and we were hugging, and her dad was really pissed, BAD DAY. i swear.


    I love addison a bunch, and um, my feet stink right now, cause of those damn RITE AID shoes.

    Mandy and Nik are back together, I really hope they work out, and I know I'll learn to like him a little, just because it would make Mandy happy, I love her to death, and I want the best for her, and if she's happy I should be. IM WORKING ON IT; I PROMISE

    oh and court date on september 11 to move into my daddy's (:

    love you guys. (: 

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    Friday, August 11th, 2006
    Friday
    August 11th, 2006
    Omg im so lesbian touch my boobies girls please
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    Tuesday, August 8th, 2006
    Tuesday
    August 8th, 2006
    brina    isaboy: YOU'RE SO CUTE, I WANT TO KISS YOU .
    NevrEndngBLISS: YOUR FUCKING ADORABLE
    NevrEndngBLISS: i want to kiss you forever
    NevrEndngBLISS: never stop
    NevrEndngBLISS: :]
    NevrEndngBLISS: i like watching you sleep
    NevrEndngBLISS: your so cute when you sleep

    he's amazing, i love him more than anything, ah , you meen more to me than anything in this damn world, you are my love, my life, my eberything.


    20 days till our 5 months (:




    Forget MyXLove: your boy is amazing. he is just letting me vent to him. hes a keeper never let him go



    yea,. im never going to let him go, he's my bestfriend, and i love him more than anything. AH SECRETS.

    it was nice seeing so many people last night, ah.

    renae, AMANDA, freddy, tommy, louis, todd, katie, brinny, and everyone else. 



    AH LIFE IS AMAZING,
    my little brothers & shiann are leaving tomorw, SUCKSS
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    Wednesday, August 2nd, 2006
    Wednesday
    August 2nd, 2006
    screw some friends (:, lifes good, but has problems.


    we don't argue, or fight. (: something I'm trying to get used to.
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    Sunday, July 30th, 2006
    Sunday
    July 30th, 2006
    my world is changed,
    I miss some people, and seeing people's pictures, makes me wonder why bestfriends stop talking all together, when you guys cared and "loved" eachother so much. whatever, im sick of people biting people in the butt.

    hell yea, 4 months with addison (:, on the 28th. he's my bestfriend, 

    I am already thinking about college, and seeing how people are leaving this year, it's going to be so hard to pick up my things and move across the country in exactly a year from now, but I think Addison is moving with me., I'm pretty sure?

    val has been gone, she should be back by tonight, i miss her alot. 


    last night i was suppost to go to dinner with addison and ron, and his dad and his dad's girlfriend lee, i ended up getting there late, because of complications, and we ended up getting wendy's and taking it back to his house. we watched eternal sunshine, and then i stayed till 1. yea (: , i love you. he's amazing,
    farria looked cute this morning, i wnated to hug her

    mandy and me are getting closer, i think, i want to be like what we used to be though, bestfriends, and didn't let anyone come between us, even if it was our bestfriend. (: I love you



    Current Music: guardian angel
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    Monday, July 17th, 2006
    Monday
    July 17th, 2006
    i can't take my eyes off of you
    I love my friends (:
    I miss alot of them, [RENAE, ASHLEY, FREDDY]

    I love my girls&boys that are in my life right now,

    Addison&I are amazing, I love him more than anything (: bestfriend,



    okay life is amazing, i just need a happy home (: & a built in babysitter to watch jake, so val can go out whenever.


    love you bye (:
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I chronicled the days you made me want to live. Memorized the way that it felt, then I turned it into this kiss. Tonight I'm wearing my best smile, and hope to make me worth your while. I'll be the best mistake you'll ever make. From the lack of sleep and the bloodshot eyes, to the NERVOUS KISS and the BUTTERFLIES.
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